pre-affections.

WILL TO UPDATE.

2008-03-03T22:43:00.001+08:00

I WILL UPDATE SOON. :)
(if time allows. teehee.)

loves, frana.

horoscopic.

2008-01-27T21:19:00.000+08:00

my horoscope & what i think of it. :)

SAGITTARIUS - The Promiscuous One

Spontaneous. High appeal. Rare to find. Great when found.
Loves being in long relationships. So much love to give.
A loner most of the time. Loses patience easily and
will not take crap. If in a bad mood stay FAR away.
Gets offended easily and remembers the offense forever.
Loves deeply but at times will not show it feels it is a sign
of weakness. Has many fears but will not show it.
VERY private person. Defends loved ones will all their abilities.
Can be childish often. Not one to mess with. Very pretty.
Very romantic. Nice to everyone they meet.
Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet.
Have own unique appeal. Most caring person
you will ever meet! Amazing in bed..!!!

Blue - TRUETRUETRUE
Red - YAH RIGHT LAH.
Green - No comments lah. lol.

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life: CANT WAIT TILL PAYYYYYYYYY.
pizza hut on friday. hopefully jadi.
(p.s dear, wanna ikut? heh.)

shafa wanna go swimming. hah.
she ask me if i wanna go. hah hah!
i cant swim for gdness sakes'.

ohno, majorproject(read: majorproblem!) bugging.
till then. :)

(ps. i love you.) <3

OMGDNESS, ITS OH8!

2008-01-20T20:45:00.000+08:00

manymanyupdates to do!
and a...

HAPPY NEW YEAR to
EVERY-SINGLE-BODY OUT THERE. :)

yaya im late by TWENTY days, but what the heck. :)
anywayyyyy. im sososososo busy with sch and work,
i am lazy to edit the pics. so here goes.
short captions with each non-edited k850i pix. :)
haha. action seh. ok stop it, farhana mohamad.

17/12/07 - Customer Intimacy Programme at Jln Besar.

going with shafa, its no wonder that we're known in the class

for being the most noisy and known ones. hah. makcik, makcik.

19/12/07 - New baby on the block.

new baby alert. my most adorable neighbour has a competitor now. her sister!
the one on the left is the new younger sister of the smaller one on the right.
she's really cute but no way can she beat her younger sis' MIGHTY POW CHEEKS!

20/12/07 - Hari Raya Aidiladha with the lil ones.

they came over, we had a feast, and i ended up with a bigggggg

fat green packet. Thanks mom/dad and aunt/uncle. :))))

21/12/07 - Alvin & the chipmunk with lil chummies.

they were so gegeten lah can. cute, cute jugak. bising!
after the movie, singgah di tepi tangga timezone.

and i found out, I LOVE ARCADE. i spend like 20bux on arcade? omd.

27/12/07 - Popeye at changi airport T1(ker T2?) with the sentengs.

look at the HUNGRY GHOST FACES on the left. ;)

31/12/07 - End-of-year shopping with makciks.

looks like an angel, but behaviour like a DINOSAUR.

im pretty sure if i stayed too long with this little one,
im sure my fingers wud hv been bitten off one by one.

oh wth. i still love his little sister. SO VERY CUTE.

KAN KAN KAN? SEE. :) ok my lil chummies still MIGHTY BEST.

we went shopping at orchard and bugis till 9plus.

lucky the crowd haven started. or wait,

i think the banglas have diverted to vivo. hah. UP sikit.

okay all that closed my 2007. my 2008, will be packed with:

PROJECTS,

SUBMISSIONS,

PRESENTATIONS.

Sleepless bus rides, panda eyes, late nights in sch wif sentengs.

2008 has sure been a busy start for me.

It's like we focus on one project, the other one will be left behind.

Third years students should be given just one project to settle,

and then graduate. KAN BEST?

AND GOSSIP GIRL IS STILL ON STRIKE.
I NEED TO KNOW EP14! PLSPLSPLS, let the strike be over soon.
ps. & chuck bass, you know you're driving me crazy. LOL.

happy birthday!

2007-12-11T21:58:00.000+08:00

today, someone special turned a year older.

yes, its you. Happy bday dearest. :)

no more wishes. (for now)

2007-12-10T17:50:00.000+08:00

i never had a dreammmm comeee true,
until the day that i foundddd youuu.

nonono, no jiwangjowang.
its just thattttt...

this pretty thing is officially mine since ytdae.

mak, ayah. wo ai ni men. :))

current addictions.

2007-12-07T22:03:00.000+08:00

im addicted to this..

and this..

TELL ME HOW AM I SUPPOSE TO STUDY?

RE: HAPPENINGS.

2007-12-04T23:25:00.000+08:00

finally, finally, this someone is not lazy to update.
okah! well, firstly, RAYA's over. like ages ago. :(
it's december now. (omg, two months of non-updateness)

& since its december, it simply means my bday is over.

& i loved my durian cake (which i bought it myself, unfortunately. hah)

the little ones came over and stayed overnight for three days.
to celebrate my "2611", as they called it. hah. cute.

(the smallest one LOVED the cake, he took part of mine too!)

next, S-C-H-O-O-L. yes, school has once again start a new sem.
We got marketing, dbmm(flex!), cmsk4(persuasive presentation!)

stress? yes. busy? yes. crazy? super YES.

and when we are tired of work, we'll just enjoy ourselves.
im glad i have them. :)

we went to school's rooftop! & we had one hell of an adventure!
MACAM DALAM MOVIE GITU LAH SEH.
below is a preview. :)

for the rest of the story (read: pictures!) go HERE.

fish? oh well. let's just say it's a l o n g story.
and wait till i graduate next apr. AMIN.

im sick. or am i... lovesick?

WHUTEVERRRRRRRR.

2007-09-27T12:56:00.000+08:00

THE CUTEST BABY EVER.

but yah of course. you wonder if she's gona be a drama queen when she grows up.

& this is what im actually saying to all those people out there who are eating/drinking/smoking during Ramadhan. i say: STOP IT MAN YOU MATS! eating/drinking like nobody's business.(believe me, i see it everyday. SIGH.)

BILA EKAU NGGAK DISAMPINGKU.

2007-09-22T19:56:00.000+08:00

UPDATES LAH SIA. haha.
ok i'm gona keep it ZEAL short.

im sorry. im a very lazy person right now. :(

ONE
my attachment ended (like a MONTH ago). heh.
10/08/07. left the office during lunchtime & went home.
left notes on tables of my colleagues. heh. "love" notes.

TWO
my spree bags from taiwan arrived on 11/09/07! :)
so went back to office to give the colleagues their bags,
(i came late of cos. heh.) only to find out:
1) kevin (the samurai) broke up with his gf.
2) yinyin BBB's (bitchybigboss) preggy.
3) aida's preggy.
4) & nobody's sitting at my desk. (&& i miss my desk. tsk.)

THREE
napfa is over. we went to school (with plans of doing napfa of cos!)
but! we end up not going. HAH.
there was the rain, grumbling stomachs, chattings all.
how to go napfa?! SAY LAH! haha.

FOUR
kelvin gay jiaqi became TP's Mr Gorgeous on CH U's "Hey Gorgeous",
10/09/07. (he is lucky there werent any roaches on shoot RIGHT.heh)

FIVE
Ramadhan is once again here. today's the 10th day fasting.
a month full of bless,wonders & miracles. praise to Allah.

SIX
still continue working parttime now. (anybody has any positions for parttime jobs with a GD pay

do contact me :) i need the money lah :( )

SEVEN
SAPE EHK ITU CUTE GUY IN THIS PICTURE. haha.DUTA!!!!!

EIGHT
CANT WAIT TO GO OUT WITH FISH LAH. :(

.beckett is love.

2007-07-25T11:29:00.000+08:00

ahhh.finally im updating. overloaded with pictures!

08.07. elly's sister got married. (pst.next is her turn! hehe.)

hahaha. note the faces.

attachment is also coming to an end already.

10th August; as much as im glad its ending, im also kinda sad.

i love this car. it;s gone now. someone must have purchased it. :(

There was a fire drill on 18.07. fake one of course.
reminded me of primary school recess time. :)

read the email joke (on the right) my sup sent to my colleague. HAHA.

yes, IMAGINE! aha. at one side was someone making fire,
and here we are taking free drinks. the aunty who was putting
the drinks on the table was like;" lai, lai... take somemore." HAHA.

And then on the 20.07, my sup treated us to Ramen Ten,
initially it was for me alone, but in the end, everyone got treated too! :)

We wanted to have waffles at Ramen Ten for dessert, but it was ~~sold out~~!
But im glad it is anyway(hehe) cos we had Gelare waffle next! hoho.

on 22.07, met up with the girls at Fort Canning and picnic-ed!
thanks aini for the cookies and home cooked food.
thanks sapi for the macaroni!!
thanks nadia for the sandwiches.
and thanks the rest for making this happen. :)

the mad faces of the nine girls. hey 9 was our no. man.
even the cinema theatre we went to was 9. (even tho it was full house!)

here are our failed attempts to jump in the pics. HAHA.

after the movie we watched ALONE. i closed my eyes, 20% of the show. :)
(congrats me quick! hah. ok lameh.)
aini i cant forget u screaming:
"dier ader kat belakang lah bodohhhh!". hahahaha.
(
& she called me a sardine this morning.

okay after the many many pictures, let me talk now.
dear's busy with his band. im busy with work.
but yah, we're still hanging there. ilu. :)

claire and me has been randomly talking on msn everyday.
and i know she;s reading now. HAHA. cus i asked her to.
and thanks to you now i love william. let's share him ok.
share william, but sisky's MINEEEE. aha. ok watever.
& she's going SingFest but im nt. :(

ahhh. i need time off. i wanna wake up late once again.
i want go shoppinggggg. ok wait till this friday. PAYTIME.
& oh, i miss TP. i really really miss TP.

.more than words.

2007-06-06T13:17:00.000+08:00

firstly, happy bday to nadia! (yesyes, im very slow. hoho)

this darling turned 20 on 1st of june.
should call her kakak right? afterall, saye masih sweet 18. hahas.

anywayy the last two weeks ago, there was this day we were asked to go home early.
yes you guessed it, "EAT-WITH-YOUR-FAMILY" DAY.
and the bosses were like going around asking people to go home,
and NOT to go out with grl/boy friends. HAHA. oops.

so i went home early. and had dinner with the loved ones.

then last sat, the lil ones came over and stayed til monday.

i had everyone treated to shrek 3 on sunday afternoon. funfunfun!

BUT it seems that the ones laughing the loudest and hardest were...

the 2 year olds in the cinema. MACAM PAHAM AJE. haha.

my uncle, auntie and mom on the other hand were talking abt the storyline,

DURING THE MOVIE. haha. gasak la. asal faham sudah.

till this weekend then. when the lil ones are coming over again.

oh yes i do. and YOU too. i heart you too.

.cutcuthair!.

2007-05-22T16:31:00.000+08:00

had a haircut ytdae. and yey, i love it.

its a little concave, and short at the back.

my mom was like," ah moy, kenape tepi tak gunting?"

and of course lah the ah moy answer, "now fashion ma aunty."

and mom replied,"ohh. wa ingat awak lupe nak potong."

HAHAHAHA.

okay nevermind. still, i LOVE my hair. somehow. haha. :)

.i am fine... maybe.

2007-05-18T21:46:00.001+08:00

we went to far east for lunch today. RAMEN TEN.
thanks to MY brilliant idea... and tzewei's cravings lahhh.
after a few months, i finally got my ramen again. :)

my two moms and gossip aunties.
(but seriously, they can gossip non-stop. haha)
left: yvonne, right: tzewei. told u she's pretty right.
too bad huimin din join us today.

she may look gentle and demure. but when she's hungry, she finishes her food 1st!

i had my usual. tomyum ramen with chicken cutlet.

and i recommended them to the "must-have". prawn mayo. :)
yummylicious!

then we went window shopping. and bought bubble tea back.

and yes, we all found out that kevin... can see "things".
& from there onwards, everyone started talking abt those "things".
it so happens that tzewei's little sis also have that special ability.
and she described those things! i was like... ok, breatheee. heh.
and guess what, my chinese supervisor, nic, said he watched jangan pandang belakang.
and he said its not scary! (nadia!! see! shouldnt have closed ur eyes too much kan! ahha.)

oh i was reading this article. and somehow it is true abt myself. :)

If you’re an only child:
You’re a rock-solid citizen—and sweetie. “Only children are super-reliable,” Dr. Leman says. “They’re like oldest children to the extreme.” Growing up with only adults made you into a little grown-up early on—serious and dependable. You’re the rare person who will stay up half the night helping a friend or partner prep for a licensing exam or a big work presentation. You’re the type to move your partner’s car so he or she doesn’t get a ticket. Punctual and true to your word, onlies like you never leave a loved one waiting for a call or email. And you’re articulate, too, so your date can expect great conversations that really make a person think.

Your love challenge:
Admit it: You’re a bit of a perfectionist. Maybe you send back steaks that aren’t cooked just so or point out a teeny-tiny stain on your date’s sweater. Also, you’re so cautious and pragmatic, you can be very slow to act (read: Someone else has to make the first move).

Best match:
Youngest kid, because you balance each other out. The baby of the family adds the spontaneity and romance, while you make sure you two aren’t dining by candlelight because the electric bill never got paid!

okay, and the next one is for fishdear.

If you’re a youngest child:
You’re all about fun. The most outgoing kids in the birth order, youngest children live to have a good time (it may be because your parents were more laid-back by the time you came along). On a typical first date you’ll have your date laughing so hard beer shoots out his or her nose. In fact, “most famous comedians are youngest children,” says Dr. Leman. A partial list: Jon Stewart, Jim Carrey, Ellen DeGeneres, Steve Martin, Eddie Murphy. And forget ho-hum plans, like dinner and a movie: You love to do the unexpected, often on the spur of the moment. You’re the type to take someone to a party, only to whisper two minutes later, “Let’s get out of here,” and then convince your date to take a road-trip to Atlantic City or Vegas for the weekend.

Your love challenge:
“Babies are the least financially dependable,” warns Dr. Leman (it comes from being, well, babied). So your date may be stuck picking up the tab when your credit card is maxed out. Also, some youngest children — not you, of course! — use that last-born charm and charisma to be a bit, ahem, manipulative, says Dr. Leman. That breed of baby will leave sneak off to hit golf balls with pals, leaving his or her date to fill in at a volunteer gig.

Best match:
Oldest child (they serve as a good counterbalance in a parent-child sort of way) or middle child (they value friendships, so they totally understand why you love being the life of the party).

okay thats all guys. (Pst: look out for the born of robotloves. :)

so near yet so far.

2007-05-16T17:13:00.000+08:00

thanks to google buat perangai now i have to retype everything all over again.

anyway this is what i had on the night of mother's day.
collected the cake after work which was after 9pm.
i love the cake lah. strawberry spongecake. sweet and pink. :)

watch spidey 3 last saturday with fish. HOTHOTHEAT.
great plot, sound effects and all.
and yes as said by many, peter parker turned "emo".
(pst: has anyone seen toby mcGuire on the covers of Arena?
surprisingly, he looked hot! haha. nerdy-gone-bad. :))

work at office has been good. getting along better with the ppl.
just this afternoon, 4 auntie(tai-tais) asked me and tzewei for directions.
like... HELLO. then in the end they figured out themselves.
wasted our lunchtime only. oh but at least one of them said thanks. :)

current status; WAITING FOR PAY. haha.
you know, its weird how come the more money you have,
the faster it is gone. been eyeing so many things. :(

and i need off for 3rd June. i miss my lil ones!
need time off please! :)

and yes, i miss my sentengs too.
but yes, im going to give dukun a miss thank you.
three more mths gfs. just three more mths.

INCOMING & UPCOMING

pirates of the caribbean. 23rd may '07
too many adverts abt the show ady ah.
makes everyone tempted to watch. including me. heh.

shrek 3. 31st may '07
must watch must watch.

ocean thirteen. 7th june '07
temptation. tempahtion. hah.

... and god knows what else.

.spidey affair.

2007-05-09T14:01:00.000+08:00

my new partner at work. credits to burger king. :)

grand copthorne waterfront hotel.
one of the five hotels owned by millennium&copthorne intl ltd.
bet you guys never heard of it before.
(cus i myself never heard of it before i joined this company!)
okay here are some pictures for sightseeing.
ps: i miss camwhoring. :(

i love every part of this hotel, which is located right beside my workplace.
but no halal restaurant. :(

i have a new friend too. tze wei. a 25-yr old graduate who just joined the workforce.
and she's damn pretty can. one day let yall see okay. but oops! she's married...
(to a man 9 years older than her. man, love... does wonders.)
and a one-year old daughter. confirm cute.

well, at least there's a friend to go lunch with.
i like her. but she's kinda of those richrich people,
who thinks that a jacket at zara which cost $99.90 is cheap.
oh well, my time will come. :))

one of my collegues, yvonne, just asked if i understood chinese,
cus i always response even when they were speaking chinese,
and tze wei helped me answer,"her father chinese mah".
then yvonne said,"lucky we all never talk bad about you!".
then victor said,"she so nice, how to talk bad about her".
AWWW. hahaha. entah betul entah tidak.
(yelah, at work demure lah. cube kat skula. AMEK KAU. haha.)

and oh! mother's day coming. what to get for mom?
alright i know she likes cakes. buy one buy one. save moneyyyyy. :)

happy early mother's day, mak.
love you, mak.

seeyouatsix,mot! (like. finally.)

.i need a besty. one that can last.

2007-05-08T17:34:00.000+08:00

hahahahaha. desmond can help me loose weight one day.

fine lah, fine lah. i become more determine cannnn. haha.

hearing yinyin talk on the phone with her son,

now i wish i have a married life back at home.

so at least i have a cute lil child to look forward to. :(

*no life, no life. need life.

working all the time ~~destroys~~ kills my self esteem.

and him being busy all, it's not making things any better.

not at all.

.chobits.

2007-05-04T13:50:00.000+08:00

i so want either one of these. :(

spidey3, meet the robinsons. whennnnnnn. :(

.happy tree friends.

2007-04-30T16:39:00.000+08:00

i spend time in my office watching happy tree friends.
the more im disgusted by its goreness, the more i wanna watch more.
LUCKY i cannot access its main page from work. youtube also can lah.
haha. i'm like laughing to myself lahh. i miss watching shows with the sentengs. :(
and yes, tmr labor's day. (psst, got extra pay? hah.)

temptations/indulgence.
moneycome, moneygo. :(

*fish tersyg, tlg update can?

.the first of me.

2007-04-27T15:10:00.000+08:00

currently listening to:
the first of me & if only - hoobastank
grace kelly & relax, take it easy - mika

i made this when i had nothing to do during office hours.
i spend hours hogging deviantart, blogger and photoshop.
oh, and iTunes and 987fm live radio as well. haha.
i am so addicted to Mika and Hoobastank, again. (alright2 fish, Mika is gay).

it's been a week now and im glad im doing fine already. alhamdulillah.
new people to know each day. (but still i haven remember many names. heh.)
i've been doing layouts and skins for the company. tryouts only lah.
and i end up using them for myself. LOL. including this new one.

and there's this (shit-i-forgot-her-name)-lady, who always seems to bring food!
i brought hersheys today. and there's a red bean bun and mini fruit cake in my bag.
(yes fish, i bring a lot of food to work. BUT im NOT erlin montel! haha.)

office is freezing. EVERYDAY. i wonder if these people cant feel the cold sometimes.
and just now during lunchtime i 'take-away'ed murtabak. and its still in my bag.
cus just nw i tried to eat in the office but den i heard footsteps. so step baik lah kan.
but i din manage to close my internet in time and so my supervisor and kelvin saw
what i was watching. which was ... anime. HEH. the series Chobit on veoh.
and kelvin was like, "what you watching? ... oh i watched already."
i was like, OMG HE ALSO WATCH ANIME? haha. and so we were talking about tv series.
and so my supervisor wants to watch Spiderman 3. hah! (fish, bile turn kite eh?)

*i suddenly miss the movies. and resting.
but i guess i have to wait another 3mths and 3 wks,
till i gain my freedom again and not working on weekdays.

ok work has come now. tillthen!

mot, see you on sunday! Y

.millennium&copthorne international limited.

2007-04-24T16:53:00.000+08:00

okay this update is dued. &i have loads to talk abt.
let me just update a little ah ok. i still have something to do before i go off home in 15mins; time.

i have yet to say an official thanks to azie for the dozen-minus-one white roses.
it's damn sweet lah.(even if its a really lateeeeee present). thanks azieeeee. :)

next, im working at 7-Eleven now on weekends.and my attachment work on weekdays.
(i dont think i can do that actually so hush-hush. :))
i was initially posted to in-house attachment, doing some 3D animation.
but then, i made a request to ~~dear~~ Mr Sankara. and then i got it.
Sankara called one evening to say that i got a position in ...
Millennium & Copthorne International Limited.

first day of my attachment ytdae was kinda querky. uncomfortable and all.
I was 5 mins late, thanks to 162's super-long-merry-go-round journey.
everything seemed pretty new and strange to me so i was kinda lost.
but with everyone's warm smiles, i decided, "hey let's just try to settle down.
I'm still gona be here for another 4 months nevertheless."

lunchtime,my supervisor, mr nic and kelvin, another marketing person, showed me ard the canteen. the canteen for staffs, even though free, was kinda plain for a hotel ah.
overall ytdae was kinda sucky lah. but the ppl were friendly enough so im pretty glad.
i had to learn using CMS. Content management system. remember that? hoho.
and the office is always on with Class 95fm. omg! that thing you do is on right now! hah.
and there's this lady, who speaks such fluent english, its always nice to hear her talk.
but she's always talking lah so yah. she's the head of marketing if im not wrong. :)
(well actually i forgot all other names beside the HR officer my supervisor and kelvin who happens to be the supervisor's gd friend. i always nod when someone intros me to somebody else, but within 30 secs i'll immediately forget them again. oops! haha.)

today, everything was better. i feel like i fit in. :)
another lunch with nic and kelvin.
(oops! my supervisor just came, let's hope he saw nothing.:)))
i dont really like going out for lunch with them cos, firstly, THEY ARE GUYS.
secondly, I FEEL DAMN EXTRA like an odd secretary. lol.
but okaylah, it's a welcoming gesture right, i should not turn them down.

okaylah gtg. will updte soon again, promise.

nadia. im fine, alhamdulillah. and i knew that you could do it! dont give up! :)
elly. nothing can be THAT bad. mesti sabar okay. DO YOUR BEST! :)
fish. TMR MUST PICK ME UP!. hahas. loveyou.

"friends-turned-enemies"

2007-04-02T11:15:00.000+08:00

has anyone heard this one yet? i think this is the only r&b song so far that can make
me feel like wanna cry and dance at the same time. the rhythm's hot baybeh.
and the lyric's so sizzling that i can actually relate to it. owh well. thanks fishy for the intro.
loveyouloveyouloveyou! ok let me post a lil of the lyrics.

Fussin' and fightin', we back at it again
I know that, its my fault, but you don't understand (no)
I got memories, this is crazy
You ain't nothing like the girl I used to know

Good with ma, good with pa, cool with all my niggas
I should try to decide, wanna let u in, but no
That means memories, and its crazy
You ain't nothing like the girl I used to know

[Bridge]
Girl I really wanna work this out, cause I'm tired of fightin'
And I really hope you still want me the way I want you
I said I really wanna work this out, damn girl I'm tryin'
Its no excuse, no excuse But I got this

[Chorus]
I got this icebox where my heart used to be (but I got this)
I got this icebox where my heart used to be (said I got this)
I'm so cold

Why cant I get it right, just cant let it go
I opened up, she let me down, I wont feel that no more
I got memories, this is crazy
She ain't nothing like the girl I used to know

I don't mean to take it out on you baby but I cant help it
Cause my heart is in the same ol' condition that baby left it
And I, I apologize, for makin' you cry
Look me in my eye and promise you won't do me the same

owh well, first and second day of work was oookkaaay. haha. seriously seh.
met syafa and saran. they are ok. syafa's the same age as me! heh.
first day, alah, common ah. slowwww. haha. then slowly slowly speed up.
alhamdulillah ah so far can just that i've yet to meet all the rest of the staffs.
today possibly meeting another full timer name sofie. ok look out! heh.
so far, i think joanne, the manager, is goood. been a greaaaat help. thanks mdm!

& fish, we gona make it up for the lost time k sayang.
and oh, thanks MUCH for the shoes!! i love it. :))) ilu. <3

.happy 20th siti ellyna bedah!.

2007-03-27T12:44:00.000+08:00

im here to take a chance to wish a beloved goodfriend...

yes. the face is a lil photoshopped. to prove her gegeten-ness! hahas.
heh. sorry i couldnt make it to ur gathering ytdae!
but nevertheless, u're gonna see a lil something in ur mailbox soon! :))
stay cheerful always. and yes im missing you lots!!! heartya!

& finally my download has finished!! hoorah! music&lyrics here me come!

PS. & yes, i miss you too. :)

boys speak in rhythm, girls speak in codes.

2007-03-26T21:18:00.000+08:00

saturday
went out with fish and caught mr bean's holiday at sunplaza. yes funny yes.

we went cineleisure to catch the messengers. but we were 10min late.
so decided to watch music&lyrics BUT the tickets were sold out!
and it was actually 1hour before the show! omglah. so disappointed.

got my first double chocolate frappe(finally!). and it was definitely yummylah!
and i got fish caramel frappe, and luckily it was his. cos i certainly prefer double choc!

sunday
went out with mom and dad to mom's friend's mom's place. faham? haha.
cos the atok death's days has reached 40days. (death day's? heh.)
after that ate at tamp and den i bought another double choc frappe.
yes, two cups in two days. hah. temptation you know.

being at home bores me. but i guess my "neverending-tv-shows" list helps me survive:

Sundays: Ugly Betty [10pm] , American's Next Top Model [11pm]
yes! my favorite has finally start again! i totally miss the bitchings btwn the models.

Mondays: 2nd season of Hikmah! [9:30pm] (yes ahhhh, the drama has begun.)

After Hours [10pm], Desperate Housewives [10:30pm]

Tuesdays: CSI [10pm]

Thursdays: 2nd season of Prison Break [10:30pm]

Fridays: Supernatural [10pm, i think?, i only caught it once or twice. lols]

Saturdays: My Name is Earl [10pm] and wadever shows that comes after that.

yes. im a tvfreak.

and now if only i can get these lovelys.

okaylah i gtg. hikmah's started and my stomach grumbling. teehee! gdnyta!

i can do betta!

2007-03-22T22:44:00.000+08:00

if olinda can, i can do better! time to get a skipping rope, frana!

.2nd day.

2007-03-15T22:35:00.000+08:00

second day the little ones stayed over and we did this.

utmost left is by the littlest one. middle is by the older one. and finally mine.

sweet eh? hah!

.undefined anxiety.

2007-03-11T22:48:00.000+08:00

sunday
& so the outing with the boys din turned out as well as i thought.
fish dear couldnt follow cos he's not in spore.away for his sister's wedding.

there was the dance competition tho in front of ngee ann city.
to commemorate anti-drug movement.
but, within half an hour, i was bored like hell.
why din anyone tell me that they are gona blabber abt soccer all day long?
i will never go out with all guys group ever.
i could have literally died right there listening them talk like some pro.
(get a grip la ppl. if you're THAT good, go join the world cup lah.)

luckily i had idhzuan to accompany me.
there were bitchings/stuffings and plenty of shoppings.
oh well, nevertheless, it's not the same w/o fish around.
idhz's going off for NS this 16th marchh. like whoaaaaa. hahas.
he's really nervous. and from what i see, he really loaths NS. lol.
no hp chargers, no mp3s. just radio. haha! good luck buddy.

monday
had etiquette workshop at school. (by miss spore world 1999).
she still looks great though. a very high-maintenanced lady.
so demure and sophisticated. every guy's dream laydehhhhh. hah!
out of like boombahmanypeople, the ones who came was like less than 20?
waste money lah all never come. it was such a nice workshop lah.

tuesday
had makeup workshop at school. (and yes. by the same lady.)
we were a little late and by the time we arrived we saw like wuhoo!
lots&lots of makeup stuffs. eyeliners, lipsticks, eyeshadows, mascaras,
blushers, pressed powders etc. you name it. everything was sponsored
by silkygirl. BUT, all were testers. our imaginations that those stuffs were
gona be given to us FOC was shortlived. hah! nadia was OVERLY EXCITED.
haha. anybody looking at her right then would have known just how much
she loves those stuffs. lols. ms audrey showed an example first before
letting us have some hands on. i was very nervous when i put on my first
two-way powder can. teehee. after a few seconds, that nervous-ness was gone,
replaced by my own natural lady's grace. HAH.

then we all did our best and got it over with before 5pm.
we even took a before&after picture! no pics yet. but i will surely upload. heh.
and in the end i left my own mirror inside the class. hah!

after the workshop, i went to find some part time job with fish dear.

wednesday(today!)
the little ones are staying over my place till this sunday. KECOH for sure.

results were finally out! im happy im telling you. hah.
got a B for both hci and tain. a B+ for fashion. C+ for adid, wad and cmsk2.
even though i expected an A for fashion, B for cmsk2 and a D for wad,
im pretty much content with my results. alhamdulillahhh.

another news i received was that one of my uncles passed away this morning.
this one is a real shocker. no one expected this.
there goes a chance for me to reunite all my mom's siblings.
i really want to do something. but i duno how to. it's really complicated.
but as some people say, sometimes we let fate just do its job and wait.
somethings just cannot be changed. oh well.

okaylah. im done for now.

a little message for that guy i adore:
ikan, study hard. we will meet when we have the chance.
no worries. i wont forget about you and will always have you in my heart.
no amount of hardship or sadness can tear me from you. i love you. <3

.wuzun.

2007-02-27T16:19:00.001+08:00

im CRRRRRRRRRAZY over this show.

i can basically cry over this song.

and i can really droooool over this prettyboy.

HE CAME TO TM ON 15FEB AND I DIN KNOW!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

okay back to studying TAIN now. :)

*no one can snatch you from my side.

.my first to make you my last.

2007-02-23T18:52:00.000+08:00

finally, a formal update.
sorry if it takes a while to load.
many pictures lah. teehee.

& oh, jan was also my lil cousins' bdays.
the elder one turned seven.
and the younger one turned six.

look at those happy faces!

awww. too bad i din even get to taste it.

yes. I choose the cakes. haha.

and during their two days stay, of course
we cannot miss to take pictures! hahas.
the blue toy camera the lil one is holding?
i got it for them! heh. cute kan!

heart 'em to bits! <3

and i think the elder one is becoming extremely
me. alamak. how ah how? even my aunt say he
looks abit like me. hah!
like kakak sedare, like adik sedare. HEH.

smile abang, smileeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

okay. next, school.
there were a total of ~~four~~ five project submissions.
& we went through so much ups & downs.
we still found time to craze ard & relax ourselves tho,
regardless of our hectic schedules.

firstly, there was our lassstt C114G class gathering.
(psst. im wondering if the C & G stands for class gathering. does it? heh.)
there were epok2, chicken mayo sandwich and cakes!

yummy grrrrls~! :)

george, our gonna-get-as-bitchy friend.

wacky, shiok-sendiri shots. :)

im so gonna miss our toilet bitchin'. hah.

then there were classes and lessons.
when class gets boring and restless, who dya call?
STRESS-BUSTERS! :)

contact us at: 1800-kami-baikk :)

whack you all ah! haha.

then there was TP's open hse.

sak-sak-oiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii. hah.

before (skipping class) to go open house,
we went to have our routine of badminton!

we LOVE exercising. :)

after exercising, someone drank 7 cups of free milo.
(haha. elly, elly. suke bebenar dgn milo.)
and we went to get some donuts.
i got my favo! rainbow rice toppings! wuphee!

we love exercise. but food, we love better. :)

after donuts, we watched movie at the library.
me and nadia watched I am Sam.
while elly watched Madagascar.
and yes, the tissues came out. heh.
i would loveeeeee to watch it again.

a father's love is unstoppable.

food & us. its INSEPARABLE. heheh.

choc sundae fo elly & nadia. strawberry fo me!

not to miss the ashok/ashim lovers controversies. haha!

wellwellwest, overall, life has been pretty tough.
but i'm glad we've gone thru it all now.
now exams are here and we need to mugggggg. buh.
im pretty scared about my results actually.
we've gone thru so much. i really hope we clear all subjects.

i'm grateful to have my pillars for support and help.
thanks to mom, bf and sentengs. heart yall lots. really.

sweeet serenade. :)

i know we look eww, but who cares. :)

and oh yah! im so looking forward for movies!
there's a few that i wanna catch!
these are the followings. :))))

HAHA! be sure to catch them too!

ok time to study. jgn main webcam ajer eh elly. haha!

goodnight!

partially.

2007-02-20T21:22:00.000+08:00

heloh. i'm (partially) back! :)
i have a whole lot of stories to tell.
whole lot of pictures to load. (lazeeeeeeeeeeeeey).
will upload very soon.

now i need to finish my stupid fashion project. :)

&& I LOVE THIS LAYOUT. :)

.against all odds.

2007-01-10T22:14:00.000+08:00

hearing you say it all out with those eyes holding back the tears, and your voice trembling trying to calm yourself down, it made me feel all weak inside. i felt helpless & vulnerable, just as you did.

nevertheless, i;m so proud of you that you thought it all through so very well. you & me, we're the same. we tend to vent it out on people whom are closest to us when we can;t take it anymore. & i also understand your feeling of guilt after you vent it all out.

love, things may not go our way most of the time, but no matter what;s gonna happen in the coming future, we will get through it together. and insyaAllah, our prayers will come true. amin.

yours dearly,
pipit. <3

.ivan koumaev. goodbye sexy.

2007-01-08T22:29:00.000+08:00

OMG I WATCHED SO YOU THINK YOU CAN DANCE AND CRIED! SEXY IVAN IS OUT!!!

america voted wrongly lah?! OK FINE, TRAVIS still deserve to be in, but BENJI'S solo performance was clearly not satisfying lah. IVAN DID SO MUCH BETTER! and it;s so obvious that BENJI could only do mambo & tango well, but IVAN could do hiphop, tango, pop. ALL!

i;m sorry i got emotional. just cant accept that sexy guy to be voted out. :(!!!

oh well, dear started school today. a very far journey i must say. we met after we both finish school. ard 1500hrs. it takes too long lah. ate kfc. ok, I ate. haha. he went off at 1830hrs to go home.

seeing someone else beside me in the bus i realised something was missing.

I begged you please crawling on scraped knees says:
"i juz cant see u walk away"

me too love. me too.

.flashback.

2006-12-31T22:27:00.000+08:00

ooh. its hari raya once again.
SELAMAT HARI RAYA HAJI. :)

well anyway last fri, me and him went on a date! :)
met him near his block den we went to PS.

NIGHT AT THE MUSEUM is a MUST-watch lah!

from PS we WALKED to orchard. imagine.
we were dead hungry by then.
initially we went sakura, but man was it PACKED.
so we went to RAMEN TEN instead. YEAY!
beef tomyum(yes tomYUM. not tomYAM) is my fav.
i hate the weird taste of wasabi!
i would rather eat sushi with sambal belacan.
anyways. me & fish enjoyed much!
needless to say,
WE WILL BE BACKKKKKKKK. :)

the empty plates proves it all. :)

OK. now time for some flashback.

2006.
i know i wouldnt have done it w/o my family.
i love my mom even if she nags alot.
and even if its a small family.

thanks mostly to mom, for the non-stop support[nags].
i love you mom.

friends. good friends.
school would be heartbreaking w/o them.
all our eating/gossip/bitching sessions,
i treasure every single moment.
i may not have tons of friends.
but, as nadia quotes,
"its hard to find friends we can trust nowadays."
absolutely true.

&amp;& my love.
thanks for all the support dear.
you know i wouldnt do without you.
thanks for being a part of me.
i love you. still.

till then .
HAPPY NEW YEAR.
2007!

being frank. being frana.

2006-12-26T22:16:00.000+08:00

ok as you can see i;ve deleted the previous -ve post.
it doesnt mean anything. and it just makes things worst.

this entry is going to be the most frank entry ever.
i have a few confessions to make,
and im going to spill everything that's in my heart.

okay. i know all this while i;ve been whining and grumbling
and complaining. i know i have been ungrateful and irritating.
and i;m sorry.

i know im temperamental sometimes. but i cant help it.
im emotional. & sensitive. & immature.
and i;m sorry again.

now, i;m gona change. change for the better.
dont whine, and grumble like an ass.
be grateful for what i have.
not complain abt what i dont have.

im grateful cus i stil have my parents.
im grateful cus i have friends who actually care.
im grateful cus i have a shelter.
im grateful cus im in TP and can afford to be der.
im grateful cus i stil have some close relatives.
im grateful to Allah for giving me a healthy body.

im grateful for all. All in my life that i have.
fish, im sorry i always have this attitude of mine,
when im moody or down.
and you always have to bear with me.
i know you're sick of it, (you told me.)
and i will change for the better.
thats a promise.
thanks awak for staying with me all this while.

and so im gona spill another confession.
hey grly, fact is im jealous of you.
thats why sometimes my attitude sucks.
you seem to have the perfect life i ever wanted.
well not exactly perfect but well, mostly whatever i wanted.
you have a huge family which i;ve been longing for secretly
all this while. lovely relatives and cousins.
you;re pretty and clever. & freedom is yours too.
your family loves you and they trust you.
even my mum likes you.
i just cant say enough.

but now, i noe. it;s all me all the while.
my attitude, my behaviour.
it totally sucks!
i need to gain everybody;s trust once again.
start over anew.
and be someone who;s lovable and grateful for all i have.

only blessings. no curses.
insyaAllah.

.deeper than the ocean //. says:
yarhs.
.deeper than the ocean //. says:
be strong k gerl
.deeper than the ocean //. says:
hes been the one whos there fer u all this while
.deeper than the ocean //. says:
stickng with u thru thick n thin
.deeper than the ocean //. says:
=)
thanks nadia.
& sorry.

thanks fish.
& im sorry too.
i still love you. Y

.sales.

2006-12-23T21:35:00.000+08:00

oh i miss blogging. :(
but i want to change my skin.
but i'm lazy. WAHAH. :)

anyway the little ones are staying at my place from today onwards until monday.

and oh! marvellousthings are having our christmas sales! :)

.the theft.

2006-12-11T19:13:00.000+08:00

wuhoo! baby turned sixteen!
hahaha.stop it eh baby baby.
baby TUA ah! heh.

oh well. I FOUND MY THUMBDRIVE BAG! :))

.a breath of sunshine.

2006-12-10T17:44:00.000+08:00

i hereby declare im the most blur and careless
poly student that ever existed.

i left my thumbdrive bag at school again lahhh. :(

and i also also hereby declare my brain's dead.

i cant seem to put anything inside lahhh. :((

i have a paper tmr at 12:30.
and i seriously dont think im ready.
and im kinda nervous actually.
my head feels heavy every now and then.

i dont want to fail any papers. i really dont.

ipod shuffle - S$79 [1gb].

reminder to myself. why? dur. buy lah.

dear Allah, pls give me strength.
I'm too weak to do this alone.

amin.

.feeling you.

2006-12-02T13:05:00.000+08:00

this week was so packed. with projects.
stayed back a few nights at skul to finish dued projects.
thus, no time for updates. bah!

firstly, last 2 weeks, went for jalan raya.
with the secondary friends. reached home at 12.
thanks to lisha's dad for sending us home! :)
oh how fuuuuuuuuun!

den last wk on the 26th,
it was my 18th ~~anniversary~~ birthday! heh.
on friday the sentengs/faridah gave me gifts!
i love every single one of them!
and thanks for the bday wishes,
azie, farn, wenzu, sharida, hafiz
and others whom i forgot to state. teehee.
oh how sweeeeeeet!

on sat the little chummies came to stay over till this thurs.
oh how kecoooooh!

from monday onwards, i had this splittingheadache.
followed by coughing and lost of voice.
SERAK. elly named me: ramli serak.
oh how sick!

then last thursday, hady mirza came down to TP.
for TPrawks event.
and sentengs went to see at TCC.
and i bought his album! and we were giler in front of him!
asking for his signatures EVERYWHERE. haha.

den nadia was so fierce lah that day.
got one grl in front of us shouted, " hadyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!".
den nadia was like," diammmmmmmmmmmm!".
HAHAHAHAHAH. baik ah gf.
then we were like psychos seh giler2 depan hady.
haha. nasib ah hady eh. haha.
oh how gileeeeeeeeeer!

and happy feet is a MUST WATCH.
mumble is just oh so cute!

next to catch: OPEN SEASON.
whom to catch with: dear of course.

oh im coughing none-stop now.
and i miss him terribly.
goodnight sweetheart.
goodnight, hafiz. Y

.so you think you can raya?.

2006-11-13T22:31:00.000+08:00

school finished at 1pm today.
and i planned to meetup with azie and kin.
to come to my house.
and in the end, add four more ppl.
fish,rosman,ashar and zaiG.

oh well, the more the merrier kan? :))

so we all met at 6pm at wdlands mrt.
from there we all went to my place.
okeh frm here onwards,
let the pictures do the talking. :)

makan sume! i guess everyone was hungry.
either that or my mum's cooking was realllllly nice.
added another two servings of beef steak.
BOLEH TAHAN EH PEROT SUME.
til syikin ate till she became BONCET. haha.

a while after mommy saw fish, she was like:
"gemok la hafiz kau".
den she giggle!
den i was like:
"jahat seh. tapi muke kite same kan?"
den i giggle!
den she was like:
"a'ah. cerah dier pun same ngan kau."
heh.

this girl just cant let go of my minnie. haha.

then 840 like that they all went home.

even though me, azie and kin meet like thrice every YEAR,
we're still good friends.
:)
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------
dear azie, you know we all love you.
and we know you're a FIGHTER!
be strong. sayang kau keh. <3 loves, frana.

and fishy dear,i may nt show my affections,
but my heart still beat with yours.
lots of love for you, frana. <3

.sweeteighteen.

2006-11-12T21:17:00.000+08:00

14moredays.
told mommy i want a new mp3.
the current one is spoilttttttt. :(

and im still thinking if i shud buy this.
the white one.
S$15 inclusive postage.
SHOULD I BUY?!!!!
:(

.three6fivedays.

2006-11-10T00:04:00.000+08:00

UPDATE! UPDATE! :)
i longed to update. but was l-a-z-y. teheh.

thurs was our 365th day.

let me reminisce those times we first met. LOL.
chey. music please!
(*'Smack That' plays in the
background.LOL.
KK, NO. 'Keabadian cinta' pun
bolehlah.*)

rambut aku takbleh carry eh fringe
punyer pendek.
muke dua2 takbleh carry
eh punyer step baiikkkkk.
stop it eh sume. haha.

then kite jalan raye. that night was the first time,
he came over my place.
and so far, that's the only time. LOL.

and we went out again.

and again.

and again. until now.

love and life haven been on our sides all the time.
but so far, Allah has made us tough to go thru it all.
and im grateful.

Heartyoustill.<3

i dont care where you come from, as long as you come to me.

2006-10-21T23:09:00.000+08:00

updatesupdates!
i;ve been longing to update.
but there;s too many pictures to upload.
so i edited them. heh.

so the terawih night out with the little ones was a success.
after that night, i guess im an official babysitter.
TWO hours looking after two
WILD kids is not a short while k. haha.

Let the pictures do the talking. teeheehee. xp
In the middle we went to kfc for a popcorn shake.
By popular demand of the little ones. goodness.
wild and demanding. hah.

Then after terawih was over, we all went home.
at home, it was even more kecoh. haha.
my auntie bought mawi karaoke vcd.
so we all watched. and crooooooned along lah seh. haha.
ESPECIALLY MUM AND THE LITTLE ABANG. haha.

den the adults while the adults were talking.
the kids(plus me of course) were so noisy
with our own playstuffs lah. haha. so cuteee lah seh.

the last pic. the little adik, MY DAD & the little abg.
YAH. MY DAD. i wish like he was like that funny ALL the time.

oh anyway ramadhan is ending. VERY soon. :(
but syawal is here to stay for another 30days! :)
preparations are still on the way.
curtains are up right now.
kueh all bought. so sad nvr make any this year. :((

and school's starting on monday.
2ND year. 2ND sem.
THE GEGETENS are reunited!!!!
haha. oh i cant wait for school. :)

and so i made a little compilation of my gfs && i during
our year ones pictures. haha. heartyougerls!

tata now. :)

YYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears;
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears;
And I held your hand through all of these years;
But you still have; All of me.

heartYOU. Y

addictions

2006-10-13T21:58:00.000+08:00

my current addictions. :)

merci crocant is like merci plus honey cornflakes.
ahhh... heaven. :))

man eater is about this woman whose desperate for a husband.
its a true comedy. MUST READ. :)))

and oh, marvellousthings is revamped again.
new stuff, new skin.

i miss my little ones. and finally tmr im meeting them.
yeayyy! :)) we all going terawih. too bad i cant terawih.

and thus that means,im looking after the kids.
for a whole two hours by myself, w/o a comp.
HOW??? i duno what to do with them sehh. haha.

school's starting in a week's time.
and i have only a day holiday for raya.
everyone does. MEAN AH.
how to raya like that. :((

how to collect green packets like that. :((
how to eat honey cornflakes at all house like that. :((

second sem of second year is coming.
be prepared frana.

guilty.

2006-10-10T14:41:00.000+08:00

love is nt about controlling somebody else.
its also not about getting hurt.
love is about being able to forgive.
about caring and sharing with the other half.

but that doesnt mean,
you forget about the rest of the world.
yah its true that some people or rather,
passerbys, can add to our hatred,
or shaken our trust,
but some are angels,
who help us to cherish each other more.

i try to understand.
and im sure he;s trying his best too.
but sometimes somethings are inevitable.
it;s probably just a test.
a test for us to withstand with love and care.

happy eleventh sweets. <33

an overall reaction.

2006-10-04T14:42:00.000+08:00

i think im too kind.
until some people can walk all over my head.

i think im too stupid.
until some people actually make use of me.

i think im too naive.
until some people manipulate me like a doll.

i think im too sympathetic.
until some people make me feel guilty for what im not wrong at.

YYY

oh. but i got something to smile about.
i got 12 subscribers to my slop.
:)

&& im going out berbuke today.
with the gfs azimah & syikin & fish.
:)

ramadhan is always a special month no matter what.
and im going to have full respect for this month.
and practise my patience skills. <3

having a hard time keeping calm.

2006-09-27T13:32:00.000+08:00

designated.

2006-09-25T21:38:00.000+08:00

HADY WON.

yeh HADY won. knew it all along.
i mean, i voted for JON all,
and as much as i want JON to win,
its pretty obvious that HADY is the deserving winner.

looks like this raye, HADY is gona be performing
for salam lebaran lah eh. haha.

nevertheless, JON WAS AWESOME.
he kept smiling throughout the show.
how sweet and calm. =)

oh anyway. first day of fasting ytdae was a success.
except when i went for terawih and then
i accidentally sat on this poor old lady's leg.
(which happened to be the painful one, as she said.)
during tahiyat akhir at the 10th rakaat. HAHA.

from then on, i vowed to lose weight. HAHA.
okeh dont laugh. PAISEH YOU KNOW.
seriously paiseh case.

oh and i made some dangling earrings today.
cant wait to go arab streeet again ah.
been saving money to splurge again there.

and oh. i haven buy new shoes.
and mouse. i want wireless this time.
and haircut. hmm, do i actually need one?
and i miss budak itu. heh. fish lah.
and nadia, elly, azimah.

selamat fasting kwn2. =)

wouldnt risk our love for anything.

2006-09-24T00:04:00.000+08:00

yeh new skin.
double yeh cus i change it twice.
t'was originally greeennnnnn all over.
now i changed it to pink. lol.

im still not fully satisfied.
at least im happy now that i have ...

MY HEART SOUNDTRACK! YEH TO ELLY!!
ksdjbfkasbdfkasbfkdbanfkdn lah elly!!!

haha. oh listen to the song yerself.
click on the right.
credits to youtube.
sayang youtube. =))

i wouldnt risk our love, even just one night.
our love will stay in my heartttttttt.
lalalalalalalalllllllahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

&&! oh! selamat bersahur semua. =)

ahlan wasahlan ya ramadhan. =)

my heart.

2006-09-22T14:33:00.000+08:00

and so another day.
another so-called boring day.
hey wait, when is a day NEVER boring for me?
when i meet him. DURR. haha.

so i was bloghopping, right.
promoting my shop as usual.
then, right, i came across aini's blog.
then suddenly there was a song.
MY HEART. i mean i sorta listened before
but now then i fall in love with the song.
how SLOW can i be. haha.

then besides tagging and leaving,
i instead continued staying and reading.
why?

CUS OF THE SONG LAH.

and now i've bookmarked her blog so that i could hear
the song on repeat over and over again.
even right now.
haha.

THEN, i realised something else.
SHE'S ELLY FREN.
no wonder lah the blog link so familiar.

haha. helloh new fren. =)

some idols are born to be in our heart.

2006-09-20T22:32:00.000+08:00

went out with sweetheart again.
i can NEVER get enough of him lah.heh.
watched pulse at sunplaza. 1210 show.
EH "PULSE" MUST WATCH OKEH.

if it actually made me scream,
it is a real must watch.
i feel like watching it again RIGHT NOW.

next we went to arab street.
splurged again on raw materials for shop.
til fish covered my eyes to avoid me from buying somemore.
HAHA. im sorry im such an overspender.

next I, yes I, had a crave for zamzam murtabak.
so we tapaw it. and took it all the way to esplanade to eat.
two vitasoys, one large chicken murtabak and a hot sunny day.
equals to TOO FULL TO EAT UNTIL FINISH AH.

then balik. the hardest part of all.

i watched SI today.
EH JON GETTING UTTERLY CUTER AH?
his voice ahhhhhh. waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. =)
and for the first time today i actually logged on to sporeidol.com
just to have this pic of him. YES. i actually did that. ahah.

yes jon is cute.

but sorry my heart is with this sleeping prince below.

HE'S SO UTTERLY CUTE
WHEN HE SLEEPS.

tata now. =))

semua tentang kita.

2006-09-15T22:17:00.000+08:00

im sooo focusing on shop now lah.
ohyah new bag charms available now.
go see! click HERE. =)

MSN:

<3 SkeenyWeeny __*no one but you. parker dah tak main, i find it a total fake. says:
aku ngok bende kau eh...

<3 SkeenyWeeny __*no one but you. parker dah tak main, i find it a total fake. says:
-one of a kind
-& affordable

<3 SkeenyWeeny __*no one but you. parker dah tak main, i find it a total fake. says:
ur earrings are one of a kind n cheap man!!!!!!

thanks ah diyana. aku feel motivated!!! =))

erotic.

2006-09-13T22:02:00.000+08:00

YAFOOOOOOOOOOOO!
i passed all. alhamdulillahhh.
awarded with a kiss on the cheeks.
BY MUM LAH. but still.
it was priceless. <3

remember to:
SMS 3 TO 43657.
heh.

ooh i'm getting all excited.
my business is running so well today.
three items out already!!
and and i gt another vote for my shop!
that totals up to THREE votes!!!
this is what keeps me motivated mann.=)

and and you. yes, YOU.
muhammad nurhafiz.
thanks for all the support sweetheart.

loveyous.tenth.

2006-09-09T22:02:00.000+08:00

i have so much to tell.
but im tired of typing.

let me just recap "abit".

hafiz.
orchard.
cineleisure.
Frostbite. 1pm. NC16.
'scape flea market.
F.A butterscotch cookies.
18bucks!!! at Art friend.
shop somemore.
wdlands pasar mlm.
food shopping.
home.

these many different things evolve around one word.
love.

happy tenth dear. =)
moremoremoreofyoupleaseeee.<33

faces with disguise

2006-09-05T14:43:00.000+08:00

okeh let me just roughly just say what happened last week.

on tues, it was the season finale for CSI.
and i missed it. =(!
on wednesday, season finale for Project Runaway.
i caught it! and chloe won. i wud have preferred daniel,
but oh, nevermind. chloe's gowns are kinda prettay.
on saturday, as you can see above,
it was camwhoring day. with the kids.
i swear there was more pictures.

many things happen lah. go out and stuff.
but it was all not enough. no...

cus he wasnt there.
am i just being ungrateful?
or is this really not enough?
it's been one week and one day.
we're getting one month older this sat.
and i really wish to see him.
i have to find ways and means.
but how?

my mum asked again today if i was still in contact with him.
i said, with straight face : "No."

yes mum, no.

know me.

2006-08-29T19:44:00.000+08:00

NOVEMBER HOTTIE

Trustworthy and loyal. Very passionate and dangerous.
Wild at times. Knows how to have fun.Sexy and mysterious.
Everyone is drawn towards your inner and outer beauty and
independent personality. Playful, but secretive. Very emotional
and temperamental sometimes. Meets new people easily and very
social in a group. Fearless and independent. Can hold their own.
Stands out in acrowd. Essentially very smart. If you ever begin a
relationship with someone from this month,hold on to them because
their one of a kind.

the ones in red are the ones i think is kinda wrong.
well, what do YOU think?

anyway i uploaded my animation on deviantart. lol.
nothing to do kan, i noe. just click link below if you wanna see.
http://ic1.deviantart.com/fs11/f/2006/241/1/8/humptydumpty.swf

merci.

2006-08-27T18:01:00.000+08:00

i should be mugging right, i know.
i WAS mugging, and eating merci.

but my neighbours terrrrrible voices
are so destructive la.
just now the ones on the right of my house ...
was screaming dealova.
now the one on the left is chanting ...
old nostalgic songs.
a while ago they were screaming ...
dangdut. wth la.

oh yeah let me upload last thurs pics.
teacher's day celebration.
gegetens were invited. haha.
just our luck being chosen to do a video for them.
aper lagi kecoh laaa. haha.
gossips. balloons. flowers. and pics.

the adoptable balloon dogs attached to the chairs.

how can we NOT take pics of ourselves? heeehee.=]

yes ah. no supps keh, cher? yehhhhh. heh.

our good friends. hehh. =]

happy teacher's day and oh! heh. on the same day,
me and fish had our own little adventure.
i tried my very best to climb the roof ladder.
and i did it! fish even caught me on video. haha.

wad else eh. OH! i opened my own online shop. haha.
NOTHING TO DO KANNNN. heh.
http://www.shimmershimmyrainbow.blogspot.com
nothing much actually. just studs and stuff. newbieee per.

eh okeh la. quiet ady. better continue mugggggg.
tmr last paper. no more going out.
i feel the urge of going zoo/sentosa once again.
WHENNN AHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

wish me luck fo my paper.=)

*you're much missed.

period.

2006-08-23T19:58:00.000+08:00

cheeks dampened from tears.
heart torn from pain.
ego bruised from hurtful words.
and i cry in vain.

ohoh! but this little girl bright up my day lahhh.
click on the picture below to see the flash animation.
damn cute im telling you! hee.

trying to be like you but it wasnt good enough for me

2006-08-20T21:54:00.000+08:00

currently listening to:
good enough - lifehouse.
forever - the veronicas.

back blogging, you bloggers!
well. been busy finishing the asses all this time.
but now, its all over and done with!

but still. exams are up next.

meanwhile we're up for the teacher's day spirit.
we needed to edit a video for Tday.
we spent the whole day at school ytday to edit.
YES. 8am to 6pm. 8AM to 6PM.
and it was saturday. imagine. haha.
but well we all had a great time.
plus, mrs pereira and ms tan treated us KFC.
[cam tau2 ajer my favorite. LOL.]

then we had our own parts to do too!
our prison shots! lol. how creative and imaginative.

plus our own camwhoring.=]]

my schedule is gona be pretty tight this wk.
monday : Tday meeting again.
wednesday: INMM presentation.
thursday: invited for Tday.
friday: SWEN paper.

i gues that's all lah.
LOVEYOUSFISH&GEGETENS!<333!

NineThingsILoveAboutYou

2006-08-12T21:33:00.000+08:00

currently listening to:
lost prophets - rooftop;
this providence - wolf in sheep's clothing;
red jumpsuit apparatus - eyes watering;

anyway.here's the list of 9 things i ~~like~~ love about you:

one: the way you care so much.
two: the way you try to make me smile everytime.
three: the little jokes you'll make to make me happy.
four: the way you imitate me to irritate me.
five: the way you always make an effort to msg/call.
six: the way you send me lyrics dedicated to me.
seven: the way you make me so important in ur life.
eight: the way you make me feel treasured and loved.
&nine: and finally, the way you love me. =)

fovefouferyfuch.

.the fireworks wasnt as beautiful as it was meant to be.

2006-08-09T20:12:00.000+08:00

french test was finally over yesterday.
now to focus on the rest of my asses.
BAH. its neverending seh.

after school, me, fish, nadia, zul
took mrt to cityhall.
meet fido, idhz and dani there.
dani looks like pika. =]

yesterday wasnt the most fun day,
but neither was it the worst day.

yes i gt to stay out til around 1130.
and yes it was my first time getting to see
the fireworks.
but quietly i felt lost,
and tired.

he was also kinda pissed i guess.
i wasnt with him most of the time,
and i could see that quietly,
he was mad.

but we were okay on the way back home.
=)

and thanks to all who tried to make my day
yesterday. i heart my sentengs & idhzuan.

and oh yeh, today's our nineth month. =)
happy anni sayang.

.bless this relationship.

2006-08-05T13:59:00.000+08:00

ytdae.. was a changi&cityhall day!

met fish at admiralty and we took 969.
met nadia and elly at tamp int at 9 plus.
pagi2 da kecoh seh. haha.
den took 29 go changi.

had our breakfast first.
NASI AYAM PENYET was not bad.
from there we went to the beach.
LITTLE CACTUS WANNABES gt stuck on our shoes.
they are small and round but with spikes. OUCH.

then after that we walked and walked. to get to OCH.
kite ni penakut. tapi degil. haha.
so we walk to the main entrance of OCH.
the route was like goin uphill so it was darn TIRING.
but it was fun. no doubt. hahas. scary too.
then we walked to the bustop and took 29 back.

actually i have lessons at 1 but well...
temptation was high. hahas. wad more with fish.
so we decided to skip dbsy at 1. and took mrt to cthall.
and start our journey to CANDY EMPIRE.
on the way, i decided to skip swen at 3pm too.
BAH. so fickle minded..

after that went to explanade and sat down.
then walk again. we walked most of the time.
saw a golden spider. real tiny. but brave.
brave enuf to jump onto my camera and
make me shout.
and we continued to walk.
and in the end went to esplanade'slibrary.
SO COSYY KAN ! im gona book the
screening rm one day. MUST!
then 6 pm we go home. took 857. TIRED.

it was our first time spending the WHOLEDAY,
together. and it was real tiring... but real sweet too.
thanks to you. <333

more, but never less.

2006-07-30T12:34:00.000+08:00

friday.
scary day.
it was scary watching fish rage up like that.
what happened wont happen again, ever.

saturday.
the little ones are here to stay till monday morning.
weeeeeeeeee and booooooooooo.
weeeeee cus im gonna have fun with them!
booooo cus my project is gonna be on a halt.

sunday.
that's today aint it?
well, my dad and uncle's away at my uncle's place.
re-paint the whole place. REVAMP! wuhoo. aha.
eh wait. . .
I HAVEN BATH.
been finishing up my french ass la. hah.
HUNGER STRIKES.

its been a long time since i took egoshots.sadddd.
only these two. like a wk ago.

i want pizza hut. can dear can? heh.

and i still treasure my dearest sentengs.
.
.
.
and i still love my ikan.<333

.it's because i love you.

2006-07-23T21:01:00.000+08:00

hana yori dango!
Hana Yori Dango!
HANA YORI DANGO!

sorry people. just an excited girl here. =)
well. I'VE FINISHED WATCHING ALL
EPISODES OF HANA YORI DANGO!
wuwheee!!!

plus. i've downloaded final destination 3,
yours,mine and ours and the hills have eyes.

i noe im suppose to be mugging and doing my
schoolworks and stuff. but well...
when my mind's distracted, wad's the use? =)

missinghim. <333

meteor garden.

2006-07-20T22:56:00.000+08:00

thanks to narisya,
i have a new addiction.

HANA YORI DANGO.

check it out at youtube.=)

and he said: " i still love you ."

2006-07-19T21:46:00.000+08:00

first of all...
good luck to dear for his oral tmr.
AZA AZA FIGHTING! <33

DBSY. due next friday.
FRENCH. due in a month i gues.
INMM [gallery and games]. due in 4 wk's time.
STMD. i think wk 17 also ah due.
SWEN. ah this one, i hv no fking idea.

exams also in a mth's time.
which prolly means that straight after wk 17 is exams.
which prolly means im gonna be fully stressed.
which prolly leads to lack of sleep.
which prolly leads to PANDA EYES.

okeh back to games for now. HEH.

PS: KFC's O.R chicken chop is NOT worth your money.

vulnerable.

2006-07-18T09:36:00.000+08:00

everyone,
everything
is trying to pull me down
and to
tear me apart.

.Full House Love.

2006-07-09T12:15:00.000+08:00

thats my opinion of the actors.
Hye-Won is such a bitch.
Min-Hyuk is a saviour for Ji-Eun.
And overall of cus, everyone wud agree
that Han Ji-Eun and Young-Jae SHUD
be together. RYTE? =]

AJA AJA FIGHTING!

OKEH BACK TO HUMPTY-ING.

happy eighth dear.<333

.full house vs tokyo drift.

2006-07-07T21:45:00.000+08:00

SHITSHITSHIT!
IM ADDICTED TO FULL HOUSE!!!
thanks to my two gegetens tersayang. GRR. haha.

yea i know im suppose to be doing my animation.
butttttttt... heh. im currently enjoying youtube.
FULL HOUSE ALL THE WAYYYYYY BAYBEH.

alarh die larh camnie.LOLS.

just now watch TOKYO DRIFT with fish.
that one also not bad. as in GOOOD.
always like that larh. time2 busy, always got distractns.

then go home, he treat Btea.
the Btea uncle was like, " eh long time nvr see you two!" LOL.
then we were like shooting Btea's pearls into the air. LOL.
and then he treat cab ride to khatib.
but take bus home. I INSISTED LARHH. if nottt.

okehokeh.now back to humpty-ING. nights!

2moredaystoourEIGHTH.
makethisgoonFOREVER.<3333

mould my heart with yours.

2006-06-30T17:07:00.000+08:00

GAYLE GOT INTO TOP12 YTDAE.

im having a freekin irritating headache right now.
and i haven ate the whole day.
cool or wad?!

im sick. ohsosick. okehno. just headache.
and thanks to nadia's panadol, im sleepy.

okeh meeting fish now. <33333333!!!

shout your name so it echos.

2006-06-25T16:13:00.000+08:00

that sparkling blue eyes.
that luscious lips.
that smooth hair.
im mad about him arh.

i was like watching his vids.
that girl in his vid "For You I Will",
i think she dun deserve that kiss! buh.
i mean she had an affair wif nick lachey,
and now my teddy. NO WAY MAN.

then got one time he tuck into bed.
after his mum kiss him gdnight, she said:
"i love you darling~"
he kept quiet. so she say it again:
"I LOVE YOU~~~??"
and he was like:
"i love you too Motherrrrr~"

hahahaha. cute sial.

you guys dont get it ah?
NEHMIND LAARH.

ANYWAY. school starts tomorrow.
dbsy/inmm/french/swen projects. =[
im just so LAZY to find french researches.
and i hate whenever my mum thinks my
projects can be finished in one day.
like HELLO?????

ohyeah. i think every girls out there shud
buy this month's LIME mag.
the goodies are superb. i got one! =]

and does anybody know that rahimah rahim,
is gonna be studying in TP?!?!?
but she deferred since she's in SI.
like.... O K E H.

okeh larh thats all. =]
whoa that was longer than i thought. heh.

the night air breaths, but not as easy as before.
did you notice, did you take the time to listen,
to my breath, or to my words when i spoke,
explained my feelings and my reasons,
for the way i love you.

yeah, i love you sweetlove.<333

you're all i have.

2006-06-20T21:42:00.001+08:00

happy bday to cherise.
happy bday to cherise.
happy to my strawberry darling.
happy bday to cherise........!

hoorey!!! love you and miss you larh sweetheart.<333

yeay.meeting my gegetens tmr. for project tho. haiya.
i feel like watching a movie.
ANYONE??

Its Beginning To Get To Me

2006-06-19T21:08:00.000+08:00

airport trip on saturday.
sentosa trip on sunday.
school on monday.

wad more can i say?

i had enuf fun.=)

i take it all to heart.

2006-06-15T22:14:00.000+08:00

FINALLY I GOT THE SONG GOOD DAY THANKS TO ELLY.
SO IT WAS ACTUALLY IN MY JUNK MAIL. GAWSH.
THANKS ELLY! <3

eh nak tanyer sikit arh eh.
APER YG BEST SGT PSAL BOLA TU ARH?
tak faham arhh.seriously.

singapore idol season is back.
i think the second grp of guys is all LOOKS only.
no real talent. hady maybe arh. not bad arh.
that joakim is like a JUMPING MONKEY??
and still got top 12. wtf. RIGHT? okehno. MY opinion.

i think me&&fish realli need to meet up soon.
if not i really duno what might happen anymore.
i really dont.
&& i worry.

~~HEART~~PAINED.&&
for i miss you so badly.

seventh.//

2006-06-14T21:33:00.000+08:00

happy bday to AYAH.

my little ones have been here for 3 days now.
enjoying every second.
EXCEPT when they are SOOO noisy. =)
and oh yea! the older one has lost BOTH his front teeth.
he looks like a pirate now. LOLS.

i bought ALEXANDRIA VCD. finally.
BUJANG SENANG is reall funny siaaa.

on 9th, it was our SEVENTH;
hearts never stop beating faster,
and i still care. as much as before. &&

and there's a list of movies i have YET to catch:
1) R.V
2) She's The Man.
3) Cars
Conclusion: it's hard when you love cartoon movies eh? =)

and yes yes i noe i nid to change my blogskin ady.
i will. when i feel like doing it. weeeeeeeee. <3333333

he's my weatherman

2006-06-04T18:04:00.000+08:00

heyloh heyloh.
i got a lot of things to complain about arh.

1) i hate term tests.
2) my stomach feels bad right now.
3) my head got slight headache.
4) i miss my little cousins.
5) i crave tenderbest's chicken merengo.
6) i miss watching movies.
7) i want to watch BENCH WARMERS.
8) i want to play games all day long.
9) im sick of my blogskin.
10) im tired of reading INMM notes.
11) i think web messenger boleh pegi mampos.
12) i think youtube is overrated.
13) i miss FLAVOURS foodcourt.
14) i miss movie in library.
15) I WANT TO SLEEP.

okehbye.

chasing cars - snow patrol

2006-06-01T14:36:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 19TH BDAY
NADIA FITRI SI GEGETENS!!!

may happiness encircle u and your loved ones.
<33333333333!!

milburn-send in the boys

2006-05-28T17:15:00.000+08:00

GOT ME GROOVIN'
ALL DAY LONG.=)

and did anybody know that harry potter and ginny weasley are together?!!!
go this website. check the couple's site out.
click >> http://hgnetwork.co.uk/

the harry ginny affair. BUH. kids.

wait. or is that just on screen romance?

always does and always will. <333

2006-05-26T22:19:00.000+08:00

//.&& CCN day to me abit TOO crowded. and i hate that.

//.&& X MEN POWER LIKE HELL.

i want to become like that grl who can turn invisible.
or the botak kid in the all-white room. not to be botak!
but to have his powers. to purify things. cool ey.
im innocent. VERY innocent kid. so suitable arh that role.

HAHA.

//. and the makcik at admiralty thot i was fish's SISTER. haha.

we fought, but by the end of the day,
love is stil around.

Let you go

2006-05-23T22:15:00.000+08:00

FUCKS.

DOUBLE FUCKS.

things are dued next week.

fights. stupid fights. WAD'S WRONG WITH ME?!?!

sighs.

eh okay im bodoh. im dumb. an ass.

quit making me cry.

end it.

bye.

your love blinded it all.

2006-05-18T22:06:00.000+08:00

OH HELLO LOVE.
sounds so familiar. =)

SOME THINGS HAPPENED TODAY:
(not in any alphabetical order)

+ watched poseidon with dear.
not bad arhh the show.
the most scary part for me is watching
te wave come. it was like TSUNAMI.
scary man. isy. trauma.
and i think emmy rossum is fucking hot.
WHY CANT I HAVE THAT SMILE?!!

i just love her since i first saw her
in The Day After Tomorrow.

+ had breakfast with dear.
char siew chicken noodle.
it was real goooooooooooooood. =)

the rest of the story nothing much arh.
tmr OVER THE HEDGE start showing.
nak tgk can? HEE.

i made him fall in love wif me again. <3

2006-05-17T22:09:00.000+08:00

hey hey i had a haircut ytdae!
its oh-so-emo-ed haircut.
thanks to the nyonya.
and regards to dear.
for watchin me have te cut. =)

OKAY. HERE'S A MINI LIST.

of what happened today.

+ i made the lib lift overload.
+ i flirted with shawn. HAHA. no.

+ i wore slippers to school.

+ camwhore during swen lecture. LECTURE.

+ spend time with fish. 3 days in a row. =)
sent me to school on monday.
we ~~fell~~ in love AGAIN.=)
fetch me ytdae and today.
tmr perhaps? x)

+ planning to watch da vinci code tmr?
I WANT. can?

+ bought manymany candy floss.
then gt a pink tongue.
+ fell in love with the song BLIND by lifehouse.
regards to kelvin chng fo intro to te song.
hahahas.

okay larh. thats all.
im gona update little2 from now on. can? =)

franahsayangikan.<333

love is like that.

2006-05-14T20:55:00.000+08:00

sometimes the worst things you go through,
the more love you will feel.

thats wad i said to rach. but do i realy understand wad it means myself?
she has her own set of probs wif zuzu.
and me another set of probs fo myself and fish.
and both have the same base: jealousy.

fish done something stupid lately. real stupid.
but im glad he confessed to me and realised his mistake.
but dont go and break my heart again okay?
NO breaking my heart anymore. enough larh dear.

i dont want to make you tear anymore.
and i dont want to tear myself.
those tears we cried last time is enough already larh okays?
i dont want to lose you. we went thru so much together.
and dont doubt me so much okay?

I LOVE YOU.

six months treasure. <3

2006-05-09T21:39:00.000+08:00

today is suppose to be a happy day fo both of us.
but I felt i screwed it up. A LOT.
he came at 115 and then i go meet him at our usual.
i was like so whiny and all. wadever larh me.
he din complain larh but i felt it myself.

then we both hunnggrryy. so go find food.
end up at KFC. last thurs ate KFC. today eat again.
aper nak jadi franah? aiyoyo. *slaps forehead*

then go window shop fo formal shirts.
WINDOW SHOP. all not nice arhh.
then an evil plan creep into my mind.
I PLANNED TO SKIP FRENCH TUTORIAL.
and spend time wif him on our special day.
he of course happy arh. but we zero plans.
at first he wanted to go to east coast park.
but i was like, ITS HUMID LARH DARLING?!
den in the end go school library. hang out.
after much FORCEFUL insists. HEE. wth.

so we stayed until 630. after hearing mum;s nags.
i really duno what to say larh eh.
she;s always right. parents are always right.

like...WUTEVER.

he sent me home. and he was real sweet all the while.
he knows how i was feeling alright.
and i know he was tryin to cheer me up.

but wad he said later really kick me up to cloud nine.
"i'll stand by you thru sad and happy times."
anyway.here's some picts fo sun's fam outing to zoo.

i will always love her. <3>
then fri night it was movie under the stars event.
showing SCHOOL OF ROCK. featuring ME. haha.
free popcorns and candy floss! weee!
dearest was there too. and friday was truely
the best day ever for both of us.
even he agrees. =)

(even though we sesat in 291. HEHH.)

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project nowadays coming in like water.

lectures getting boring.

assignments and presentations due soon.

my haircut day coming nearer.

and hearts beating faster. =)

saya heart awak. so much.<3333

where'd you go, i missed you so.

2006-05-04T13:39:00.000+08:00

friends come and go like seasons which changes every year.
its hard to let it go bt we'll feel better if we're NOT thinking of it.

okay farhana mohamad da start.
dun ask me why i write this sentimentol lines.
ANYWAY, i started school last week. 24th april.
first day of course la abit kecoh. hahas.
im in a new class nw! gt KC. eeyer.
bt nw he's nt cute anymore arh. i think SHAWN is cuter.=)
his dimple is to DIE for. makes me melt everytime.
(jgn marah arh awk. HEE.)

okay ytdae went home with fish.
ohyea another thing in common btwn us:
WE LOATH JASMINE GREEN TEA.
ytdae went to eat KFC. kecoh arh FISH.
yes my dearest frens, HALF_FISH is VERY kecoh.
although he's very QUIET when my frens are ard.
good example arh tu konon. MENYAMPAH.
hehh. okayokay tak sayang. hahkx.

bla bla bla bla bla mr woobs.
he talking nonSTOP sey ryte nw.
yes im in lesson. INMM lab.
THREE pathetic hours.
and im SO slow wit flash. sighs.
FLASH is suppose to mean FAST, ryteeee?
eeyerrrrrrrrrr. =(

okay larh. nw KFC again!!! hunger at maximum level!!!

BYE!<3!!

a threnody for modern romance.

2006-04-14T15:13:00.000+08:00

ytdae's outing was fun larh. not bad.=)
by the time i got out of my house,
HE was already under my block waiting.
hehh. thanks boyfren. =)
we were supposed to meet at 11.
and as usual im gona be photographer of the day.=)

then we met did at mrt.
den fik came. with his newspaper and umbrella. UMBRELLA.
gues wad people. fik was in the newspaper la sia!!
his unmistakable hair and hand.

haha. then we waited for azie and kin till ard 1 plus.
EEYERRR. those grls. hehh. but i noe larh they tired.
then we took mrt to raffles place.
in mrt kena bully. we purposely focus ppl's attention to him.
HAHA. serve him ryte.
den...actually we no OBJECTIVE .(as kin says it.hah)
but in the end stick to our plan.
go laupasat. eat.

the food was.. erm ... pretty okay? hehh.
BUT the chicken cutlet wif rice was like ...
nasi kunyit wif raw chicken? right kin, fik, did? hehh.
and then they play wif it. wtf la did. EEYERRRR.

okay. from laupasat, we walk2 to esplanade.

den syadid had to go for awhile to send his gf to tamp.
BOYFREN MITHALI KONON. hehh.
while on the way send did to mrt, taufik got lost!
wtf! haha. den we find find him . lucky he call arh.

found him den we continue walk to esplanade.
went to fullerton hotel a bit too.

den reach esplanade sat @ the couch and talk2 laugh2.
then go rooftop all. chat again till 445 i go off.

HE sent me home. but then we went causeway awhile.
my mum asked to buy some red bean kueh. my fav. =)
then go home. hearts you stil. =) bye!

we promised. we broke it. =(

2006-04-12T22:48:00.001+08:00

i cant believe this is happening.
i feel so awkward talkin to my own besty.
okay. EX-besty. we used to be so close.
especialy during those band days.
cant believe we've strayed so much.
i miss you grlfren.i do. realy. sighs.

well as they say. people change.
well i gues she;s happy with her boyfren.
cant believe she even stead wif HIM??
of ALL people.goodness.
well i just pray she's happy and fine always.
just thinkin can make me cry.
haha. EMOmok larh franah. eeyerrr.

well gona meet my frens and tinky winky tmr.
(tinky winky is a name i and andre made up for fish.hahas.
and im PO. duhhh. HAH. andre says i look like po.)
yeay. more camwhoring tmr.
hopefully its gona be fun.
got fik, did, azie, kin. yesh arh.

11am boots and shoes. tata now. =)

.in memories of you.

top of the world i see ya.

2006-04-08T21:59:00.000+08:00

helo! im back! with a new blog skin.
and more hot news! haha.
okay well.actually been wanting to update,
but well im a very busy busy "woman". =)

hmms well.anywayy.ytdae someone confessed his crush on me.
hmm.hmm.hmm. an underage guy too.
i duno wassup wif me and underage guys.hahh.

but dont worry mr fiz tersayang i wont change orientation so fast.
my heart is stil yours and yours is stil mine. ryte? ryte. =)
i dont tink anyone loves me more than you do.really.

ok frana is being sentimentol here. hehh.
argh! sayang awak. and dun really mind about that guy okay.
we're just friends.he noes im attached too. =)

well. anyway school's gona start on the 17th.
SO FAR AWAY. eeyer.
and my mum stil haven bought me the ipod.EEYER.
this is my wishlist! check it out yo. hehh.

oh yea on thurs i think i was watchin the finale episode of
FATHER OF THE PRIDE. this FUNNY cartoon!
and there's this female panda which is so CUTE ah.haha.
eh here's some shots!=)

okay im done.=)
last but not least my advice to all those in relationships.
if you're all askin, yes i made this myself.
me and fish dearest was talkin and this came up upon me.
so i had to write it out.=) enjoy peepz.

real love

2006-03-31T10:47:00.000+08:00

I PASS ALL MY SUPPS!!!

alhamdulillahhh!!

im happy yea i am.

but stil there's something in my heart that makes me kinda sad.

about wad?

i DUNOO. i really dun. sigggghhhhs.

maybe ryte, the fact that my mum keeps reminding me
to not anyhow go out wif fish. which makes me feel like ERGGGHHH.

but im pulling a straight face everytyme she talks abt fish.

...like as if im totally thru wif him.

when the fact is im soo stil wif him.SIGHS.

gues we cant meet often. like we used to.
ee yer...HEARTYOUSTILLS.=))

okay here's some pics from 290306.=)

my mind is just a grudge.

2006-03-30T20:54:00.000+08:00

well ytdae was sorta fun.
met elly at 12 smbwg mrt.
to watch movie at sunplaza which starts at 1210.
we watched yours, mine and ours.
it was pretty goooddd.
funny and sweet larh.

den elly lost her hp.
hmms. so poor thing.

eeyer!!! actually i no mood to say anything right nw.
my mum... well. enough of her sweet words.
she said i cud continue contacting fish. just as friends lar.
so i accidentally told her abt fish just messagin me a while ago.
its abt nothing. really. i swear man.
at first she all FAKED smiles and say," ohr, jadi kau masih contact dier la?"
den i say larh, yea. den she herself say can wad.
but then she kicked a big freekin fuss and ask wad he msged.
den took my hp. search every other folders wif fish's msg.
and den off my hp and took it away. WTF???

WTFWTFWTFWTFWTF.

i really cannot TAHANNN larh.argh. wadever.

tell me everything

2006-03-24T21:50:00.000+08:00

tell me everything will be alright,
close your eyes and dream of me tonight.

eh awak , i miss you larh. hehh .
ala. you noe who you are ryteeee. =)

for now im praying realll hard i pass all three supps.
please please please let me pass .
i dun wanna let him and my parents down no more.

easily overlooked

2006-03-23T10:24:00.000+08:00

im scared but i dont want anybody to noe.

so he's skipping school twice this wk to send me to school.
HOW SWEETTTTT is that?!!

[good luck to me and elly for the fndb supp this afternoon.]

ah. start otak aku mrepek.

2006-03-20T22:47:00.000+08:00

TORN-natalie ambruglia.
you're a little late,
im already tornn.

FUCKFUCKFUCK.
FUCKFUCK.
FUCK.

okay im done.
just wanted to let everything out.=))

nytes people.

and fish, i stil heart you. no worries . =))

my past is haunting me .

2006-03-19T10:50:00.000+08:00

morning frenlies . im currently myspacing ,
to put my mind away from muggin fer a while .
whoa damn irritated wif all this papers leh .
i promise myself im gona change fer da better .
not gona let myself, fish and my parents down .
gona study hard !!! weeeeeeeeee . =))

okay . so this morning i wake up ard 10 .
i had so many dreams mannn ,
after i went back to sleep after subuh .
in the dreams , there were i duno this guy .
forgot who lar. den got a live miniature tiger which i keep
holdin in my hands. and it keep scratchin me wif its paws .
pain sial . (woa in dreams also can feel pain sey).
den i remembered i saw khairul init .
i was goin out wif him again . even though fish was stil wif me .
i told fish i went out wif that guy and he got mad . hmm .
khairul was all over me but at some point he was ignoring me .
hmm. and i was sorta all over him too . gawdddd .
then...
then i forgot the rest of it .

just when i thot i totally am SOOOOO over him ,
he comes in my dreams . wtf . go away la khairul .

anywayyy . ytdae got this nyonya icecream sell from door2door.
and my parents actualy bought 18 bux purchase of icecreams!!!
WUHOOOOOOOOO!!! cam gini if i stress only take icecream. hahah.
3 cornetto.3 magnum.and a box of cornetto minis.weeee.

hahas. kk goin back to mugging.
and i haven bath yet . but i think im gona take a icecream .
the weather's so hottt larhh . heehh .

all the best to me for all the papers.
insyaAllahhh . i can make it thru ...!
=))

ps:and fcuk blogger for nt lettin me upload any image.=)

tired of looking in the past for meaning .

2006-03-14T20:48:00.000+08:00

. tired of you - the exies .
feel like i cud diee , hold me up .
dont let me goo , i've had enough .

for the umpteen-th time im listening to this song .
fell for it the first time i heard it in elly's mp3 .
this song can make me cry man . really .
today went to school . gt cmaths revision at 8 . 8!!! (-___-)"
and my lil ones went home today also .
they called me at school for THREE times today .
so cutee larh . so sweet laa . i miss them oready . =(

okay so there was a fight at skul . during fndb revision .
some big fat ass act lyke some biggg boss .
hate his fcukin attitude man . the lecturer was so patient .
if me, i take off my shoe and whack his face and big fatt ass !!
damn . den viknesh also kena . poor guy . . .

and den i finish skul at 4 . fish fetched me home . aww . =))
yea missed him . hahh . shhh . den he gave me his another mp3 !
okok . LEND me . im gona buy ipod nano ONE DAY remember ?
anywayyyyy . thankss fish ter sayang . =))

hehhh . kk here goes the photos for sunday .
missing them lil chummies . =((

drawww . ice creammm . merlion ! rawr!

family potrait . <333;>

wtf is blogger's image upload form so lag!?!
do so many and had to redo again .
so this are the ones that i MANAGED to upload .
stupid blogger . =((
why is everything getting on my nerves this few days ?? =(

but at the end of the day this smile just brightens me .
heart you little one . <333

one more heaven for me . please ?

2006-03-13T19:49:00.000+08:00

wuhooo . new skin . yeah i stole it from blogskins.com .
well i have no time to realli do one ORIGINAL skin lar .
actually i DID have time . but well . no more .
cus i failed THREE papers . not just two but THREE .
how pathetic . ryte ? well VERY in fact . sheesh .
cant stand myself . really .
so stupid . disgusting . an arse . and idiot too .

bleah h h h. anywayy . ytdae went out wif my lil chummies .
went esplanade den geylang . so many pics . so fun . OKaylarhh . =)
later i will upload the pics .

for now i gotta upload the notes into my head and study .
tmr my lil ones goin home ady .
so saddd . so more torments from my mum i gues .

wuhoooo . look on the brighter side frana .

oh really ? BRIGHTER side eh ?

is there really one ??

and i dun want the world to see me, cus i dun think that they'd understand.

2006-02-17T12:52:00.000+08:00

whoawhoawhoa.look whose blogging again?
M E ! hehh.lazy larhhh.busy also...myspacing.
weeee. okok.actually i shud be studying but..
but but butt...alot of temptation uh.hehe.

and nadia also ~~addicted~~ to myspace ady.
she said she wanted to k i l l me...
while she was stil myspacing.H A H A.
sorry uh gerly. ngee. too bad!!! hehhhs.

last week finally all projects was done.
.FRIDAY.I D E S day was... h o r r i b l e.
things happened.lucky h e was there.
he even came inside TP. after forced of cus.
den we and nadia and elly ate together.
aper lagi.k e c o h la cam biase.heh.

.SATURDAY.ok,went out wif him too.
and idhzuan. went simlim.gt my charger fixed.
met fahmie at bugis mrt. gave his headband.
it was a very short meeting uh.

den go orchard to meet bruder hafiz and gang.
met kame, shary and few-others-duno-who.
by then all lapar burger nyer. fuhhh.
so carik place to eat.ferst canadian piza.
den change to sakura. thx to shary. hah.
then around 630 made a move.go home.
idhzuan went to see his gerly at ard my place.
while fish sent me home. camwhore.heeh.

well, this week, it seems that almost everyday
thanks to my m u m.well.let me keep it to myself.

because you live.

2006-01-22T13:51:00.000+08:00

ytdae was awesome.but rain and pain ruined the day.

went out of hse ard 830AM.supposed to b on duty fer open hse.
den just after i go out,i read peishan's msg sayin,i nonid to come.
so i msged fish. he replied.we ~~nearly met~~ each other.
but yea,nadia also msged saying she wanted to go ides lab.
and as we both just noe,the lab is kinda ~~KERAS~~.i duno lar.
so went lab wif nadia.and din meet him.

so from toapayoh took 8.saw VIKNESH.our IT icon.BUH!
den reached skul ard 10am.ate abit wif the7family, den go lab.
but in d end surfed net rather den do lab.hahhs.

1230 we went down,cus it was oli's and sly's meet and greet.
not bad la da songs.loved oli's song.kewl tune.
dennnn.we go jln2.met suhana and jerelyn(i think).
we jln2.den gt call frem him.saying han gt other fcukin plans.
so yea.in de end, he din come.after all that plannings.
~~HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAH~~...shit you sulhan.
but nehmind...kan kawan lagi penting? kan kan kan.
haiya watever.its over anyway....and soo...
we quarrelled most of the day yesterday.lyke shit.

okay.den about 5+ me and nadia send suhana to mrt.
and we den went to TampMall.spend spend spend.
i bought the same organiser as nadia.only diff colour.
den went back to skul.saw kelvin C,eric & shawn.
i start talking and all talk.suke la kite.hahahs.

wheee.nadia den sent zulie home.i waited fer imam at busstop.
leceh uh jantan tu.den went Mc wif him.due2 lapar.LAPAR ajer.
by the tyme we went back to skul Jam&Hop started ady.
den elly arrived wif farida.and met kiki.FOR THE FERST TYME!

everything was kewl...den it rained.so everyone gt shelter.
the rain stopped,we all went back in front stage.it was AWESOME.
so happenin.especially when mr lonely's band performed.
ard 945 we made a move.walked from skul to tamp int.
in da dark.so kecoh.hahahs.kk.basically me.hehhh.

here goes the pics now.=)
just click on dem fer larger view aite kiddos.

and gawd,im hooked onto photography.=)

hey dear,yeah.i noe ytdae was horrible. im sorie.
but yea,its hard to forget.
and it just keeps repeating and sticking in my brain.
lyke some fcukin glue.sorry. i stil heart you though.
and i've forgiven you.
♥♥♥

i feel lyke shit.

2006-01-20T00:46:00.000+08:00

heyho.so im back.
whenever im back means wad?either cus,
im stressed or im bored or gt pics to upload.
and now particularly i duno why,
but im feelin shitty.
dun ask why.i also duno the reason.
and as you can see,new blog.AGAIN.
im just not satisfied with my other blog.
so yea,NEW one.AGAIN.

just now was 1st day of TP's open hse.

washEYE.gave out wksheets as DGs.

DG=Diploma Guides.grand eh?

(more lyke we were walking ard AND disturbin ppl)

a walk to remember was awesome.

haish.cried.zul made fun of me.

he has no woman instincts,he'll nvr understand.

CHEY-bedah.hahahs.

so haikal,nadia's darul clique last time came.

he reminds me of taufik.(topek lar)

those sarcasms.and kegilaan.haha.

but haikal looks way better laaaar.

*OOOPS.washEYE mode is turned on.hehhhs.

kkays.enuf of babbling.MOREpics!!!

okay.so there's not much pics YET.

wait larh till sat.THE BIG DAY.

or tmr.museum outing.

let's see how the coming days goesss.=)

hearts you dear. and sorry fer my attitude today.<3

love of photography<3

2006-01-17T23:05:00.000+08:00

stress/Stress/STRESSED.

ass-es are all due within a month's time.

exams is in 3 week's time.

kaykays.cant type so much.

my head feels lyke bursting.

as im typing here its so painfulll...

HEADACHEEEEExxx..

gawdddd.

anywayy..yea..new blog.but this sucks.

anyway ytdae did some camwhoring.

not reli camwhoring,but im just beginnin to be focused on photography.=)

here ya go.just click on them to see in a bigger view. i think.hahh.<33

kkays.too muchhh pic fer my own good.hah.

enuf enuf.

wheeeeeee.more photos coming up!

you said,"im nothing without you." and i teared.

2006-01-11T22:08:00.000+08:00

heyHo dearies.i've been wanting to update fer so many days.
but damn was i busy.chatting.myspace-ing.hehh.
finally.im HEREEE!hehh.

anywayy.monday was our two months.
he came to tp and den he insists on sending me home.
which is lyke becoming his routine...haha.

thanks la you.so rajin.khekhe.<3

all this tyme.he's been a switheart lar.seriously.

[*COURTESY TO FARN FER EDITING.hahx.]

and anywayyy.ytdae was HARI RAYA HAJI.

and i duno why but its as if it was normal hari raya.

there was asking fer forgiveness part and all.

my lil ones came of course.

hari raya means NOTHING without their kecohness.

so here's some pics.hee.=)

there were mini ketupats.CUTE arent they??haha.they were cakes.FRUIT cakes.
even my dearest minnie is dressed up fer d occasion.haha.
marilah kita bermaaf-maafan sesama insan.my small twin.my dear one.heart you.
aunt,uncle,mum,dad.
so my dad made him tat balloon person.
i was lyke freekin scared it might burst at my face anytyme.
he's one handsome kid.haha.tapi mulutt...BECOK.

k lars tats all fer now.

<333

faith.trust.believe.LOVE.

2006-01-04T22:13:00.000+08:00

bye ~~two-oh-oh-five.~~
harlow two-oh-oh-six.
ok.so this is a late NEW YEAR entry.

busy la.wad wif starting of skul and stuff.

well 2-oh-oh-5 was a hell of a ride for me.

new things i learnt.

new things i achieved and experienced.

like the worst heartache i got thanks to khairul.

got admission to Temasek polytechnic.

got the first hand kiss on 2nd day of orientation.HAHA.

chicky dance.TP song and dance.hahs.

KFC working.night shifts.maggie galore.

i miss those times.after closing, we will spend time together.

gossip.night chats.play catching and spray2 water at each other.

especially eugene.hahs.mannn.

meeting of azmir at causeway point padang.

i'll always remember that he shaked my hand.

khekhe.

got to know nadia and elly.strayed from joann.

the sentengs. ngehehe...

met hafiz.met my twin.heh.

my first BUKE luar wif azie and her rp frens.
so KECOHrables.haha.

on ~~25thNov~~,i think i had the happiest bday celebration ever.

with all the ppl i love.

ate at sakura.went esplanAde.pic galore.

now is two-oh-oh-six oready.hope it'll be better.

yes.WE do have our own family probs.

but i want to make life better for the both of us.

hmm anywayyy.well.last mon i went out.

at ferst met fiz ferst at toapayoh.

den went beach road.accompany him go buy shoes.

den met kin and azie at city hall.go bugis.

shop3.i bought pantyhose! lyke so excited.HAHA.

den go orchard.kin n azie da lapar gile.

skali lpas mkn terjumper nadia and the geng.

ader pika,fido,wiwi,zul,rafi,hadi.

rafi was lyke,"makannn ajer." cus i was eating ice cream.hehh.

den after that balik.

spent tyme wif him.yea...

anywayyy.its official.

~~I HATE FNDB.~~

k lahs new updates REAL SOON!

<333

.PICTURES OF two-oh-oh-five.

i heart all of you.<333